Life has been strange lately.  As I mentioned last month, I moved and have been feeling a bit out of place ever since.  That’s OK, all changes require adjustment, so no biggie.  Next I started dating someone, and then we started to drift apart…he had a family loss this year he’s coming to grips with and I think we were both preoccupied with fixing up our homes.  That is until some news rocked our worlds…

 

On June 3^rd, I discovered I was pregnant.  Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat??????  Although I’m acutely aware of what causes pregnancy, I guess I just never thought it would happen since I’ve gone 33 years sans prego eggo.  Even back in my 20’s when I was married to “The Source of All Evil” (as I affectionately refer to my ex husband) and we were trying. 

 

I’ll be very candid.  My reactions have ranged from shock to fear to misery to elation and now pretty much at depression.  My seasoned motherly friends swear that these are just my hormones talking and that I’ll come around; all I know right now is that I’m one wrong smell or taste away from puking and I want my uterus back all to myself.

 

So, like my life, I guess the tone and content of my blog are changing soon.  Any comments of support are welcome!